i've always wanted to be better then by sisters.
i've always wanted to feel how is it like to be successful and achieved something in life
i've wanted to know and find out what are my strength cause so far i've only known my weakness
i've always wanted to see my parent happy as a result of my ahievements but i've never make them happy
i've always wanted to share and tell everything with my eldr sister but she's too busy even for her own sister
i've always wanted to try out something that some people say i couldn't do it but they could

let me tell something.

I've always wanted to be a doctor when i grow up.
I wanted to help my granny improve her health
I wanted to help my mum
Thats what i want

i didn't want to disappoint them anymore.

natasha khun: eh apasal nari kau tibe-tibe balik rumah?
me: eh mcm tk suker jer..ni kan rumah aku..aku nyer pasal ar aku nak balik ke tak.

natasha khun just gave me the whatever look. HAHA!

Well, tonight i'm going to 'migrate' again. Not staying over my house. Mum asked me to come back this friday caused i've to accompany her this coming saturday. For something important.

Looks like i can't go out with my friends this saturday. But i'm alright.

Accompanied uma today for rebornding. Wow. There was one thing that i have to say. I think i'm patient. Caused the rebornding procedure took about like 4 to 7+ pm. Uma was like..'Omg'.
But it was pretty nice. I did practically nothing down there besides reading magazines and mesmerizing the rebornding procedures. People down there thought that i'm day-dreaming caused my eyes was fixed to Uma's hair when they did the rebornding. Wow. The rebornding procedures was much more different from mine as in when i first did my rebornding. I think MY rebornding missed 2 steps. I guess so. Well different shops did different things. Not all are the same.

By the time Uma finished her rebornding, the sky was getting darker. Uma was like 'damn'!

After rebornding, we went to tp central caused Uma need to buy food for her mum. Both of us planning to eat first before that at fork&spoon but since Uma need to rush home caused she's afraid that her mum would be getting angry, i decided that it's better that we had our dinner at our respective homes.

By the time i reach Bishan, mum called. As usual..mums nowadays. She would like me to help her with something important. So yeaaa...headed home, ate my dinner and helped her.

That's all for today.

I guess that life right now had been quite hectic huh? well...is that so? ok whatever. Just didn't want to dwell on those kinds of things over here.

East Coast cycling was fun fun and a real fun. Went there with sharmila and uma. And uma was a real joker. It was awesome. I can't even the remember the last time that i went there with my whole bunch of family.

Well so the first thing that comes into my mind when i step at the east coast park was like...the beach? HAHAHA. What the three of us did was actually climbing up onto that big big rock...i don't know what was the name of that thing, it was where we could sit down on it and at the same time mesmerizing the sea?ocean? i think its the sea. HAHHA. After about how many minutes? hours? the three of us went to rent bicycles. I was shocked that uma actually didn't know how to ride a bike. But it was ok beb. Not only you. Some other people also don't .HAHAHA. So what we did was... Shar and Uma actually rent a double sit bike. Or what did it called? A couple's bike? hahaaha. I dont know. But it was quite cool to me. Off we go riding and riding and riding. And OPPSSSS.!!! WE actually exceeded the time limit. All of us were like...WHAT??!! SHIT!!

HAHHAHA. It was only 15 minutes late. Well...i got to tell you guys that...of course i met some cute and good-looking guys along the way while i'm cycling. Hhhahhaa. What do expect? East Coast what! HAHHA. Everything was superb but not this part. NAH AR!

I was cycling beside uma and sharmila's bike and i think the right hand side of the road was empty caused we were cycling on the left. Like duhh! I mean there's people cycling on the right but not too many. This part pisses me off. Like A bit. Or should i say ALOT. So yea..we were cycling and......... there comes this three pairs of i don't know how to how addressed them. Mats?? Minas?? I guess so. I saw with my own bare eyes, there were like ALOT of EMPTY spaces on the right side of the track. They really and stubbornly didn't want to MOVE of the right track. So what they SARCASTICALLY DID was that they PURPOSELY RING THEIR BELL OR WHAT IS IT CALL THE BICYCLE BELL CONTINUOUSLY towards us...they were so close behind us. SO SO closed. And they purposely did that. How rude. At first, i panic caused i was about to lose my balance as i made my way up the small hill track. Shar and Uma were about to fall too. I SERIOUSLY SAW there were like alot of EMPTY SPACES on the right track. Even if it didn't...do they have to continuously horn their bikes..like some kind of Dumb ass bullshit.

Finally, i move to the far left and they went passed by me as if nothing STUPID SHIT has gone wrong. One or two of the girs actually gave me that sinister smile!!!...And i saw that Uma and Sharmila were about to lose their BALANCE because of them. Please la..for goodness sake. YOU GUYS ARE NOT some kind of BIKE-CHAMPIONS or something. With their BIMBOTIC girlfriends sitting behind them. I'm not sure wether uma and shar saw or realized that. But i did.

Such a PAIN in the eye. And please..I dont ENTERTAINed people like them. Or best still i don't even have time to laid my eyes on them. Sorry to say this..but I'm NOT that type of girl or should i say girlsss.

Poor uma and shar. At last they have to walk like a penguins. AHHAHHHA! So yeaa...thats it!...

After cycling...we went to view the clothes there..and finally we're off to tp interchange caused uma and shar wanted to buy something. So yea. When everything was all done, i took the mrt and went to j8 to buy my stuff and made my way towards home.

Wonderful day actually. Excluding 'that' part.

Heh..that's just a random pic..caused i'm bored right now...haha...